Resisting

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so..I had unbelievable strong feelings for the wrong person - for more than a year. I’ve ruined a lot with these feelings. for example a friendship of 20 years. I could not work, I could not sleep and I cried several times a day.
now these feelings are completely gone - from one day to another - without any special reason.
and instead of being happy that my pain is finally away, I feel a lot of sorrow and a kind of panic: my only goal or dream is also gone. again I have nothing to wait ..please shoot me 

Your animations continually astound me. When you add your own text, and your own life to them, they only become that much more powerful.

I’ve been in the same situation, and I can only hope to get my message across to you. This reprieve of feeling is just you coming back to baseline. Like a drug, perhaps, you’ve come down off a high and have naught but the void and scars left by time. This means you are back to normal, brother. Your body and mind are one. You’ve let go. Breathe, damnit, enjoy life as it is, as it comes. Find peace in the silence, and understand that only in silence can music be made.